in all fairness

you can still hear your fathers voice. i know it's not right for me to feel jealous of you for this, but i do. i can't help but feel jealous. you can hear your fathers voice, when you need to. its not fair.

i will never hear your voice again
and it's not fair
i will never again feel your arms around me
and that's not fair.
i will never again see you smiling
and it's not fair.
you will never get to see me grow up
and that's not fair.
you will never yell at me again because you are angry or disappointed or sad
and this isn't fair.
you will never help me to mend my broken heart
and that's not fair.
you won't walk me down the aisle someday
and it's not fair.

you are gone, forever,
and that isn't fair.