probably not what you think

sit and think and wonder why
think about that
sit and drink and dwell on the lies
obsess about that
sit and think and why did i try
sink into your thoughts
sit and drink and let yourself cry
on the brink of self-realization
sit and think and what would it be like to fly
when you've lost your concentration
sit and drink and you've already said good-bye
when you've reached that point
sit and think and it's okay to die
so let go.